"think-ing" in english

Salam Ya'll,

Hope everyone is doing well insha'allah, its been quite a while since i posted anything at all; most of the time i would want to post something and after almost getting done with it, i find it tooo philoshophical or grounded in its message.. so i pass- though you might wonder duhh! that's what a blog is for..

for me, its beyond just posting whatever one thinks. its about being sincere with the words we use because it isnt only the clothing that we were that is the showcase of who we are but also the way we talk and think and so much more,

try this if you can: listen most of the time, absorb and be in unison with nature; in harmony with the creation. Look closely to the moon and the stars and the birds and the land; you will see ideally the same thing- harmoniously content to what it truly is.

today am jumping off the board!.. yeah a bit too distracted after failing to study again for an exam just under 32 hours, eeep!
everytime, i tell myself 'this time i shall focus and get done with it'.. yet i fail to accomplish that tiny and overly attempted resolution to use my time wisely-- not that i am wasting my time. infact i have read so many important things and helped in the fundraiser we are planning to hold mid-april( more info on that coming)

you know, i find it under-motivating to do things that have less relevance in real life, like going to class and talk about nothing but Frued's 'projective' theory .. or say Central Limit theorem..though i liked it a bit when our most intresting teacher put it this way " Its most amazing, that paradoxically you see much ORDER in the RANDOM world. you would think RANDOMNESS would bring caios, rather it is in harmony with its compelling TRANQUILITY!" i loved it so much!

anyway, you might still be wondering how i am thinking in english?
well here goes, this 'nice' teacher that i have for my first english course , keeps on reminding me that i have a 'serious english expression problem' and thus need to think in ENGLISH! well, here i am doign my job-- thinking in english, saying everything without living it for fate more precisely-the reader- to figure out what the thing i am writing about is, think about it ;)

may peace be onto YOU,
H.M.